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title>masked flowers; hidden lies
I'm talking to a wall.No respond when you hit it.No respond when you kick it.No respond when you punch it.No respond when you talk to it.No respond when you shout at it.No respond when you screams at it.No respond when you tell all your thoughts to it.No respond.. I will never ever want to talk/shout/kick/hit a wall anymore.Never.Currently focusing on D&T practical.I would say that i love it!But it is irritating and frustrating when you just make a tinywiny little calculation error and the result is a great difference.It's like life.When you accidentally said something wrong,It makes a big stab in that person.anyway. Days has been boring.Like what the usual things i would do.Now more fears approaching and stress me out.What if i fail my english, causing me unable to attend a course i want.What if i flunk my Os? What else can i do?What is my good points?[i know lots about my bad ones]What is my purpose in this ministry?I feel that i had been doing nothing related to my position.Nothing seems to move on and in fact, so things just turn out worst.I would say,' The oil in my lamp is finishing. And it doesn't seems to fill.'Passion lost it's way in reality.It is not on the right track anymore.Where is the magnet that suppose to guide passion on this way?Maybe i lost it on the way.Maybe i throw it away.Maybe i the magnetic force has change and it starts to repel?I do not know the answer but i might know it.It is just that it is not NOW. spoke at : 8:44:00 PM
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