Monday, January 28, 2008

Smile smile smile and everything will be over =D

spoke at : 11:01:00 PM

Sunday, January 27, 2008

If only everything can be refreshed,
by pressing F5.
If only my cup can be refilled,
by the tap.
Who is going to help me press that F5?
Who is going to help me on the tap?

spoke at : 10:43:00 PM

~~I dono why, i really feel distanced.~~
Tired of serving, tired of everything.
Suddenly feel that, Life is meaningless.
I lost all the faith. I lost the trust.
I lost the passion. My fire is fading.
Everything in me is weird since last year during holiday.
I think alot. I doubt alot.
I just need a damn hug. That's all.
No question asked.
If i cried. DON ASK.
I just need a physical comfort.
I'm tired of school. Tired of church.
My purpose in life is fading.
I'm afraid of 'O' lvl. I'm afraid of everything.
In fact, I am most of leaving my believe.
I really dono.
I know who i should do. But i'm not doing it.
Wad's the problem with me? WHAT IS IT!
Wad does all this serving mean to me?
I really hate it to be alone.
I really hate it when there is secret within.
I really hate it when i'm not focus.
I really hate it when everything is so..
I realy hate it.
In the end, I lost to my own life.

spoke at : 9:24:00 PM

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

~~I'm feeling like shit.~~
Did i do a very lousy job?
Am i able to do it well this year?
I'm tired.
Ever since school started.
Feeling very lazy thought i know i need to do my work and study..
But.. WHY? Why i just cannot do it?
My discipline level is really very low.
I feel alone.
I know there is someone there for me..
BUt why?
Why aren't i letting him take charge of my life?
Take charge of my burden?
I wanna tell someone.
BUt i'm scared of scolding.
I'm scared of alot of things.
Being number 1, stress..
Big deal meh?
It's just a name!
Feels that my life is meaningless.
Feels that i'm a total failure!
I'm a loser.
Sore loser.

spoke at : 9:13:00 PM

Monday, January 14, 2008

My Prayer:

1] O Loard, do not rebuke me in your anger or
discipline me in your wrath.
2] Be merciful to me, Lord, for I am faint;
O Lord, heal me, for my bones are in agony.
3] My soul is in anguish. How long, O Lord, how long?
4] Turn, O Lord, and deliver me;
save me because of your unfailinf love.
5] No one remembers you when he is dead.
Who praises you from the grave?
6] I am worn out from groaning; all night hong i flood
my bad with weeping and drench my couch with tears.
7] My eyes grow weak with sorrow;
they fail because of all my foes.
8] Away from me, all you who do evil,
for the Lord has heard my weeping.
9] The Lord has heard my cry for mercy;
the Lord accepts my prayer.
10] All my enemies will be ashamed and dismayed;
they will turn back in sudden disgrace.

Psalm 6

spoke at : 7:01:00 PM

Jia You LINGHUI!
You will get out of all this stupid things!!
JIAYOU!

spoke at : 6:14:00 PM

Wednesday, January 09, 2008

I shall blog about my school...
I've got alot of homework!!!
ARGH! Feel as if it couldn't be completed.
I shall finish all my homework b4 weekend.
SO i can enjoy it =DDD
Highing in class like mad with JinWan.
All the pulling of hairs and lame jokes from bio class..
Which kind of WATER can LAUGH?
Answer: Aqueous humour.
Aqueous = Water
Humour = Laugh
LAme. Anyway.. It had been fun but...
All the things jus couldnt get through as fast as b4..
Old already ='(

spoke at : 11:12:00 PM

Friday, January 04, 2008

I bought a new phone =DD
W850i =DD

spoke at : 11:28:00 PM

Thursday, January 03, 2008

Today had lit lesson..
I agree with wad she said.
We are always thinking and recalling about the
past and future.
But we are living this every second!
Is like here, i'm typing..
The next i'm doing something else.
Time files _---*---_
I dono how to express how i feel using words.
Yup..

spoke at : 10:51:00 PM

I finally understand why encouragement is very important to oneself.
Encouragement really cheer that person up.
A shoulder is important.
For a person who is really tired and drained out,
they need a shoulder for support and rest.
No matter how tired your shoulder feels,
NEVER SAY IT'S TIRING OR LEAVE IT DOWN!
Unless that person is okay le.
YUP =D
Some tips.. As i learned to be a encourager.

spoke at : 8:41:00 PM

Tuesday, January 01, 2008

WHY MUST THERE BE SCHOOL?
MOOD SWING BEFORE SCHOOL.
Why must today be today..
Why today cannot be yesterday?
TOTALLY RELUCTANT TO GO SCHOOL!!!
='(

spoke at : 8:22:00 PM

GOALS!!! Haha..
Wan to score 13 points for L1R4 =D
Maybe going to Hospitality and tourism managment at TP.
Or.. other business course or...
Media? haha..
See my points and my interest =P
Now going to start class CG soon. FOr sure!!
This year gonna be a tough year and i know that....
BEing there for one another is important!!! yup =D
Encouragements do works!
Encourage your friends when you sense that they need help =D
A hug comforts one person alot! [for me]

WISHES =D
- Stand strong in Faith!! =D
- Do all my promises to God and everybody.
- Study hard and not regret.
- Build YM up cause we can do it! YEAH!

On the last day of '07.
I went to jog!
Jog and walk around toa payoh.
HAha.. Great experience!!
TPY is really super big! Haha..
After all the sweat, I feeel.
SHUANG! Finally!
Ever since no more PE and captain ball,
I nv really sweat or exercise!
BUt now is terrible..
Muscles aching. BUt it's a good start!
Shall jog at least twice a week =D

spoke at : 2:19:00 PM

FIRST DAY OF.. 2008!!!
Start it with a prayer and scriptures!

spoke at : 1:38:00 AM