Friday, February 29, 2008

Today Jinwan was arranging her purse..
Suddenly she pass me one small card..
'When the night seems to be its darkest,
it means the sun will soon rise up.
Press on... Don't give up!'
I find it quite meaningful..
Thought night time always come,
yet God's faithfulness and love is always there.
No matter how terrible your day is..
No matter how dark are you at..
He will make the sun rise.
Brighten your dark self.
Brighten every part of you.

spoke at : 1:10:00 PM

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

Well.. What can i say..
All i do now is study, study, study [though not alot]
Able to have the momentem of studying [FINALLY]
I thank God for my D&T.
Expect it to fail but at least i get 10.5/20 for the test paper..
School had been stress.
English teacher reprimanded us..
She said ' If i am for myself, Who am i?
If i am for others, What am i?' By so philosopher.
She make us think of what are we worth of..
I thought of children of God.. BUT
Am i really worthy for it?
I turn away from it so many times that i cannot remember..
I shut my door to him when he is outside.
Thoughts of changing and leaving 'house'
Thoughts of throwing aside everything, every single things..
Makes me feel unworthy at all..
Yet.. Being a rebellious child, Disobedient and ......
He still loves me.

SCHOOL.. Remedial after school for tue-thur.
End school unofficially at 530pm!
Works for D&T uncompleted! D=
Lord.. Teach me how to make use of my time!!

spoke at : 10:14:00 PM

Thursday, February 21, 2008

School had been STRESS!
I don understand a single sh*t on geo.
[teacher sucks!]
English kenasai.. [teacher not bad]
Maths learning in progess. [teacher slow]
Biology like not as good [teacher good]
Chemistry understandable [teacher.. errr..]
Social Studies can survive [teacher not bad]
D&T as sh*t as geo..Thousands of things to do.
don understand the theory! [teacher.. er...]
Litreature, surprisingly good [teacher not bad]
Got A2 for lit.. Which is due to good score in pop quiz
and consistence work for the handout.
The rest will just eventually drop to undesirable state.
Don think the progress report will be good.
VERY STRESS BY GEOGRAPHY AND D&T
The feeling suck!
When you scored very well last year for both sub..
Is like both is an A1-A2 sub.
The feeling of getting nothing into the brain.
The feeling of fasico. Really makes me feel that
life is even more meaningless.
After all this 'O' level sh*t,
Life is gonna be more tough compared to now.
The work needed to maintian your position.
Everyone has high expectation of you.
Everyone demands all of you.
LIFE SUCKS

Labels: Life sucks

spoke at : 10:00:00 PM

Monday, February 18, 2008

ARGH!
ANYONE CAN ACCOMPANY ME TO STUDY?!
Izzit really so hard?!

spoke at : 10:12:00 PM

Sunday, February 17, 2008

Well... It's mid of feb..
It is fast.. This is the 1st time...
How i wish my birthday wont come so fast..
My birthday means the day after
i need to submit my DNT practical..
It's terrible.. Feel that my life is in a routine...
Since sec 4, mon-fri, in school/ slacking at home.
sat, a day to have fun in church.
sun, a day to worry abt works need to complete.
So meaningless.. So.... I dono...
I really feel.. Why?
Why can't we just enjoy life... and do nothing...
For me, church is my 1st piority [ when it comes to going out
& events. Cause i love the fellowship =D]
But.. Church is always 1 or 2 days..
Haix..
'O' lvl is driving me crazy..
I know the tactics to help in my studies..
But i'm not doing it!
I feel totally lazy!
Feel very GUILTY!!!!
for being a slacker.
ARGH! I REALLY NEED A TIME MACHINE!

spoke at : 9:52:00 PM

Thursday, February 14, 2008

Today is Valentine Day..
Thought it will be just a day
where the class is noisy,
no pressy at all.
Everyone in their own world..
To me, Valentine Dat isn't something special
[no valentine ma.. hehe]
But to my surprise.
Nothing of what i expect happen.
I surprise to receive pressy from my classmates..
They are sweet.. Which i thought they were not.
I really appreciate the times i had with them.
My sec 3 life is wonderful with them [thought they are very naughty]
They make me enjoy my sec 3 life..
As time passes.. I realised their good points..
[though alot of bad one.hehe]
But they really are good classmates to a certain extend.
[the fun part.. studies... don think so.. haha]
I really thank God for them =DD

Although i don't have valentine..
But i know i have one!
That is GOD.
His valentine pressy is his mercy.. most importantly..
HIS LOVE =D
The best gift you can ever get =D

在下一个转角，我会遇见谁？

spoke at : 4:50:00 PM

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

How i wish i can just quit school.
No worries of study, O lvl!
Feel so stressed up!
Like there is thousands and millions of things to do
yet the time is like 250 more days?!
ARGH!!!

spoke at : 10:40:00 PM

Saturday, February 09, 2008

I JUST WANT TO GO OUT!
REALLY SO HARD TO DECIDE
WHERE TO GO AND WHAT TO DO MEH?

spoke at : 12:08:00 AM

Friday, February 08, 2008

Today went to JinWan's house...

FUN!

Played card den go to watch movie!

Ah Long Ptd Ltd..

Not bad! Damn funny..

But no link!

Anyway.. I love how i dress today..

I aso love Jinwan's house mirror!!!

spoke at : 7:00:00 PM

Thursday, February 07, 2008

Chinese New Year...
DAMN BORING CAN!!!
Only fun if you are out at other people's house!
But most of the time you wont... For me!
ARGH! i'm like rotting at home!

spoke at : 10:37:00 PM

Wednesday, February 06, 2008

A new year.. Indeed.
To start again..
Be refreshed and run this race of FAITH.
You can do it!! Come on!
Emmanuel! Our God is with us

spoke at : 10:30:00 PM

Monday, February 04, 2008

~~Haix.. Lost in my own messy world =S~~
~~Terrible =(~~

spoke at : 11:00:00 PM