Wednesday, February 28, 2007

I don wanna run away, but i wanna run away.
I feel like alone in a dark room. Where it is total darkness.
I dono wad is infront of my or behind.
When i fall, noone there to helps. just alone climbing up.
I think i make a right decisions, i think i make a wrong decisions.
Isn't life contradicting? Like now?
I know wad to do, i dono wad to do.
I cannot find the way. so dark. that i cant see anything.
where is the light i am searching for?
Izzit being block by that wall?
How doi break the wall? Can someone just pull me through?

spoke at : 10:37:00 PM

I don't wanna do anything, i don't wanna think anything.
I just wanna study and enjoy.
I don't wanna stress, i don't wanna feel depress.
I just wanna the JOY for God.

A wrong decision, cause a regret for life.

spoke at : 9:38:00 PM

Maybe i am just to high D.
I don't like to drag things, i don't like last min stuff.
This cause me to make wrong desicions.
BUt..My sense of ugency is some how gone.
NOthing when right for the passed week and this week.
Maybe i just can't do anything right.
My studies, my cca, my ministry and my sports.
All my things and ability deprove so much.
Why aren't i trying to catch up.. Even if i did.
Why izzit so slow? What's wrong with you, linghui.
This questions is pondering me for a long time.
Maybe i just couldn't do anything right.
Maybe i am just expecting to high?
Feel like i have lost touch with God for so long.
He is there i know, But what is stopping me to go to him?
There is a wall i created myself. but i dono wad it is make of.
What should i do? NOthing? Stone?
Urgency is gone, passion is lost.
Now how do i find it back?

Had Maths and Chem today..
Still okay for maths. Hope can pass.
As for Chemistry, did some last min revise and hope to pass too.
Tomoro having biology. Hope i wont fall anymore.
Hope i can stand firm.
Hope i find my foundation once again.

Stressed out by the begining of the year.
Read this paragraph from the "Seperated from self, Joined the chist"
On sunday, 25 of february 2007.
Title: Tears of love.
paragraph 3. Thanks be to God who created tears, because through them we can let our inner emotions flow freely. And whenever we come before the throne of mercy feeling helpless, God grants us His promise and comfort, reviving our strenght, touching and changing our lives.
It struck me. But dono how. It touches me, But dono why.
God is there whenever you need him. He never forget nor forsake.
We are the one who do so..

spoke at : 9:21:00 PM

Tuesday, February 27, 2007

The higher you expect, the harder you fall.

spoke at : 9:07:00 PM

ARGH! Today had chinese and Geography.
MY geo still ok.. My chin... Seems to be CMI!
Cause i was crapping for 20mins.
Den find that my compo is wrong.
So rewrite.. Almost NO TIME!

Had sports heats!
Very disappointed! 200m still ok..
I Run ALL THE WAY! TRY MY VERY BEST!
I get 3rd in the heats...
By the time i go 400m..
My leg is so weak until almost cant run!
In the end disappoints myself SO MUCH!
I LOST ALL MY CONFIDENT FOR LONG DIST.
TOMoro still got 800m.. HAix.
I don care! I at least must get a 3rd back!
Hope i can!!! haix...
Tomoro E.MATHS and CHEM!
Sure fail!! HOW!!
Don understand chem at al.... haix

spoke at : 5:55:00 PM

Monday, February 26, 2007

Oh my gosh! I most probably going to MOUNT KINABALU!
HAHAHA! Is on 5-9 june!
Don't miss me kkz :D Will buy present if you $$$. haha
Anyway.. NOW HAVING COMMON TEST!
Today had Socail Studies and English.
GRRRR...
MR choe wasted our ten mins!
DEn he say just continue. Nv count the ten mins!
Like wad de crap!
Was so nervous until forget some of the Ans.
Den in the end add 10 mins back -.-
ARGH! Scare that i will fail!
English straight after RECESS!
How to do! I fall asleep half way la!!!
Haix.. Got to rush it in the end.
but i sleep after i finish.
wanted to change the thing abit..
But no TIME!!
GRRR... Time is clicking every moment!
haix.. Hope that i wont fail..
I AM SCARE OF...
CHEMISTRY, SOCAIL STUDIES, ENGLISH AND PUT LIT!
Scary subjects!

spoke at : 7:06:00 PM

Tuesday, February 20, 2007

Sometime people are just born to be stupid.

spoke at : 10:14:00 PM

Saturday, February 17, 2007

PICTURES :D

Ready...

GO!!!

HAhaha.. Cute right..

Wanna see more ask from me!

Lazy to upload..

spoke at : 10:51:00 PM

Friday, February 16, 2007

ARGH! I feel like sleeping now!
Don't know why! After my parents reach home..
*YAWNN!*

spoke at : 11:18:00 PM

Yo!!! Very long never blog liao. ahaha

Today had CNY celebration...

Den CO got perform..

We performed the SYF song..

The 1st celebration, Stil ok..

But the Uppersec one... DIE!

Play alot of mistake la!~ Haix....

On sunday is CHINESE NEW YEAR!

Yeappie! Haha.. Ang bao ang bao! haha..

Anyway.. My house is open up on saturday for the church youths to visit!

(For those who are in my church :D)

HAHA! BUT NO ANGBAO! haha.. Hehe..

spoke at : 4:28:00 PM

Yo!!! Very long never blog liao. ahaha
Today had CNY celebration...
Den CO got perform..
We performed the SYF song..
The 1st celebration, Stil ok..
But the Uppersec one... DIE!
Play alot of mistake la!~
Haix....

On sunday is CHINESE NEW YEAR!
Yeappie! Haha.. Ang bao ang bao!
haha.. Anyway..
My house is open up on saturday for the church youths to visit!
(For those who are in my church :D)
HAHA! BUT NO ANGBAO! haha..
Hehe..

spoke at : 3:00:00 PM

Friday, February 02, 2007

KARIMUN!

harlo!!! Just came back from karimun not long ago!
SUPER FUN!
I LOVE THE KIDS THERE MAN! ABID!!! AR!!
Hahax.. Don ahve the photo..
Cause we no time to take!ARGH!
ok.. One the 1st day.....
We went to the sch And teach!
Had a game call whacko!
They are all so FRIENDLY AND SUPPORTIVE LA!
ARGH! Den we started teaching..
Den got lunch break and alot of things.
In the end got alot ppl got scout..
Den got rehersal. so didnt have a chance to take photo with them!!
:'( Haix.. Hmmm
2nd day.. MOUNT JANTAN!!!
We are the 2nd faster class to reach the bottom!!!
3h33mins!!! ROCKS! 3E2 ROCKS! LOVE IT ALOT!
HAHAHAH! Den go shopping.. but didnt buy anything much.
The instructor like biu more things then us -.-
3rd day. come back and went for CO.. Super tired.

Hahax..Tomoro veri busy!
Had alot thing actually! But all clash together!
So going for the seminar and BBQ @ andrew's house!
Haha. busy right! haha
Got to go!! CYA SOON!!! <3

spoke at : 9:02:00 PM