PATIENCE.
No patience, you can just die in the society.
In the fact that people pissed you to craziness.
You need tolerance.
Tolerate people who are nonsensical
[most of the time i'm liddat.
thanks and sorry to people who tolerated me.]
Have lots of things to complete but
TIME doesnt seems to show any mercy.
DNT folio is like shit.
Realising the fact that you have around 20 or more
chapters to study for 'O' lvl when your paper is
like only 2 to 3 hours?
You are studying so hard yet papers of around
1 to 3 hours determines your future.
How. I dont know.
spoke at : 9:42:00 PM
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
Haix.. D&T SUCK!
Folio is terrible..
Hate research!!
Feel damn freaking lost!
Hate this kind of feeling.
Haix.. 'O' lvl is 208 days away!!
MYE is 2 plus weeks more..
Haven even start revising D=
Don't think i can make it..
spoke at : 7:46:00 PM
ARGH!
Feeling damn tired today =S
No more holiday D=
Only NAPFA that's all..
Mid year is at end of april...
But my teachers have not finish the syllabus.
HOW!!
Feel like slacking and not go for O lvl at all.
haix. No choice. =S
Better study hard before regretting.
spoke at : 10:06:00 PM
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
Thank God.
At least i'm able to have tution.
At least my position never drop.
At least i'm still have friends =D
Sports day...
NOt bad..
Though this year nv get any individual medal.
But i realise that me and my team mates for
4X100 and 4X400, YiJun, Joan, Mindy, Team work is..
Wow! Last year le..
Suddenly very 'she bu de'...
Like 4 years of team..
Almost every year with them..
THe glory and diappointment we shared..
WOAH.
4 years pass so quickly..
When i'm young..
I can't wait to be 16!!
haha.. Cause like..
I don know..
Almost everyone wants to be old when they are young.
Young when they are old.
Self-contradicting..
This is LIFE.
LIFE..
Life Is Full of Excuses?
OR
Life Is Full of Energy?
spoke at : 8:33:00 PM
A "wonderful" day
Raining very heavily.
Busy watching shows.
Went into my room.
Realised that i did not close my window.
Room flooded with rain.
When you finally realised that,
It's all too late..
Too late.
spoke at : 1:55:00 PM
A girl.
Standing still.
Don't want to be in an rat race.
Don't know what to do.
Don't know the meaning.
Don't have any motivation to move.
Don't have the energy to smile.
Feeling ignored.
Feeling terrible.
Feeling meaningless.
Feeling extra.
Feeling no needed.
Feeling tired.
Feeling different from before.
Feeling totally invincible.
She don't mean to hit people.
She don't mean to scold people.
She don't mean to ignore people.
She don't mean it.
She cries in the dark.
She cries when nobody sees.
She just realised that there is no one to share her problems.
She just realised that there is no one that she can talk to.
She just realised that she have no good friends.
Not being loved.
Not being wanted.
Not being of any good use.
Not being what she is.
Not being able to smile.
Not smiling anymore.
She just want to stand still.
She just want to be noticed.
She just want to be of good use.
She just want to be smiling like before.
She just want to be free.
She just want to be loved.
She just want to be hugged.
She just want someone to be there.
She is not wanted in this world.
spoke at : 11:07:00 PM
LIFE.
Lethargic
Idoitic
Foolish
Excuses
Everyone is getting busy with their own life.
We are all just like bees buzzing around But.
Aimlessly.
When nobody cares
When nobody understand
When nobody knows a single thing
Freaking tired.
Freaking lost.
Freaking irritated.
Freaking.. i dono.
STOP DISTURBING CAN!
HAHA... 'HOLIDAY'
When you got to go back school everyday,
When you don even hard a freaking day to go and
enjoy the wonder sun.
When you don even have time to SLEEP.
I hope that this year will pass faster!
Labels: Lack of oxygen
spoke at : 11:15:00 PM
Wednesday, March 05, 2008
I hate the feeling of being lost.
I lost my compass.
Being rejected for interview for D&T from SAVH
really makes me feel even more sianx of doing it.
I tried my best to do it.
But it's just failed.
What can i do?
High expectation not only from myself.
But teachers. I aso wan to score A.
But with so many obstruction,
I dono how to persevere on.
Through the toughest time,
i know i need him.
But i blinded by my own thinkings.
Thinking of giving up.
Shutting of ears and doors.
I only open my mouth.
Really time to wake up Ling Hui
It's the time.
spoke at : 8:02:00 PM
I feel blind.
I cannot see my future.
I cannot see my goals.
I feel lost...
Lost in the mist...
My cornea seems to have a layer
of translucant thing.
I cannot take it out.
I cannot...
spoke at : 10:49:00 PM
On saturday ,
Went to buy ticket early in the morning
for 'The Leap Years' at night..
Went to The Cathay, Had breakfast at Galare den go Tecman.
We won the 100 dollar voucher last year for the singing competition.
We couldn't find Bras Pasar and took cab from somewhere near.
Asked the uncle near or not.
Den he said very near!!ARgh. Dumb.
Buy things for over 140 dollar as we can get membership.
Den got another 30percent discount.
In the end, bought alot of things by just paying 20cents extra!
HAHA. Had alot of fun choosing as 1st time felt that
140 dollar very hard to spend.. HAHA.
Went for the movie 'The Leap Years'
Very nice and... WOah. haha
Cried and laugh at the same time!! hahaha.. Had fun =DD
Walk to the merlion den to esplanade to eat at MakanSutra.
Went home after it =D
Sunday.. Feels very lethargic.[as usual]
Worshipe was great. But as i think through everytime.
I feel bleh. Worthy? not? Confused and lost.
At Tecman, saw this book
'Don't act like a christian, Be one'
I dono. I know he is there.
I know i have alot of things.
Yet, i never open up my door to let him in.
As tight as before, as still as before.
Help to do the rack for the temp storeroom.
It was fun! =D [thought injured my little finger]
Went to AMK market for dinner as set 3 weeks ago..
NICE! =D Went for rojak and play the sparkling thingy!
HAHAH Took lots of pictures. Had alot of fun =D
My best weekend. Maybe the last =S
BUT i shall enjoy after O lvl.
Time to wake up! Time to buck up!
*SLAP *SLAP!
Labels: Time to wake up
spoke at : 6:03:00 PM
