Wednesday, June 18, 2008

SUNDAY SCHOOL OUTING TODAY!

Went to watch KungFu Panda!

HAHAHA LOL!

SUper funny! haha..

NONONON Not the BLAH BLAH BLAH finger.. hahah!

Had fun =D

Shopping at Cotton On too!!

Saw this Nice SHIRT!!!

ARGH! Never bring money!!

I love that pics =D

I ENJOYED MY DAY =D

ONCE SPASTIC ALWAYS A SPASTIC!

spoke at : 10:42:00 PM

ARGH! LingHui is a Gullible FOOL!
She trust people too easily
Causing her being a FOOL at the end of the day!

So irritating!
When you trust others yet they make use of your trust.
Isnt it pissing and irritating!
Sometimes is not that others don trust you..
Is either you are not trustworthy as that person trust you yet
you break that trust before!!
ARGH! Thinking back about whatever happen.
I don't think i can trust anyone except a few.
ARGH!! SHE IS PISSED!

spoke at : 2:22:00 PM

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

THINGS THAT I'VE BOUGHT!!

4 HAVANAS! 1 Each![I have a choice of 2 =D]

spoke at : 10:40:00 PM

I' m happy today!! =D
I bought 1 havanas slipper, 1 mondo heels/pums,
1 Zinc tote/sling bag and 2 clothes from This Fashion!!
Finally buy something!
PHEW!!
SHUANG..!
hhahaha.
Messy G want us to do the wooden clip.
I painted mine yellow =D
For no reason! ahaha.
SMILES =DDD

spoke at : 8:13:00 PM

Monday, June 16, 2008

Yeah. June holidays is ending!
I would say that when i was sec 3 and below.
Things pass very fast!
I really hope that june hols has just started instead..
Homework undone. Revision haven start.
ARGH! I reallt feel like skipping 'O's.
Very sianx and lazy to study..
You know you need to study but you didnt do it.
You feel guilty yet you did nothing.
ARGH! I'm pissed with myself!
The thought of flunking 'O's keep coming to my mind..
Haix. Singapore education. Tough.

spoke at : 10:28:00 PM

Saturday, June 14, 2008

YEAH! CAC CONNECT! CAMP!!!!

IT was great!

Get to lots of people

and also get to meet my old church mates!!

Had lots of fun and time to slack..

It's pretty long plus the tiredness,

I shall blog next time =D

Some pics taken from Chng =D

With QCMC =D

spoke at : 10:12:00 PM

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

Some people just can't shut their mouth up.
Kindness doesnt pay off forget it.
But still say i tried to take things into my own hands.
I'm sorry but the fact that you are the one taking
things into your own hands.
You'll surprise by how these people are so gossipy.
Just believing what they see and not trying to listen to others explaination.
Come on la. I think your eyes got lots of problem.
I'm sure that you didnt wear specs or contacts that day.
ARGH!
I'M PISSED!

Let me cool down abit.. phew.
I believe that 休息是为了走更长远的路.
So do rest kkz.
Esp people taking 'O's [except me, cos too slack =X]
Looking at meh's nick. Really remind of somethings.
I msged her,
As we grow up, we'll tend to forget how to smile from de bottom of our heart. But remember that our joy is from God and His love.So we will never forget how to smile if we hold on to His hand. His hands will always be there. It's a choice of ours to grab it or not. BLAH BLAH BLAH.
The kindof sensible msg that i've sent =X
But it's true that when we start to face society,
we will either smile cause our job need us to,
Or we totally don't smile.
The reality is that, the world is scary.
We are now still in our little shell.
We are like little so curious about the outside world.
We use our peak to poke a little hole.
We see the scariness of the world and we wan to hide.
but we had no choice as we cannot stay in a shell forever.
Let's think abt it another way.
We have a choice to be happy or to be moody/sad that day.
So why choose to be moody/sad when we can choose to be happy?
It's not easy to be happy but we can try our best to =D

Oh ya. SPASTIC FAMILY 1 year ANNIVESARY TODAY!
But, we cannot meet up D=
I really miss spastic.
The fun and joy we had in kelong =D
Peng is sick now. Hope he is feeling better.
Moo is working now.
Ji and i having worship prac later.
Meh.. Most probably tution.
I miss you guys =S

I'm excited for CAMP!
HAHA
I packed my bag the day i recevied the email =X
Kindof like kiasu but just prepare.
Cause by the time i packed, no clothes to wear =X
Really hope that the numbers are growing...
hope to see at lesat 100 souls there haha.

spoke at : 9:26:00 AM

Monday, June 09, 2008

Somethings are just meant to die away.
Now what i need to do is to.
SHUT MY EARS, EYES AND MOUTH!
Everything will soon be gone....

spoke at : 9:12:00 PM

Time files~
When i start to understand more about this world.
I see lots of changes.
Be it physically, mentally or spiritually.
There is a change in everyone one.
Whether your liver produce insulin or glucagon.
Whether your kidney starts to filter.
Whether your heart beats.
There is a change.
Friendship do change when relationship gets in.
I felt the change in this friendship.
Comments about others can change my impression too.
I felt the change.

Spiritually i felt a little change within me.
There's bad and there's good.
Having this relationship isnt easy
but hold on to God. Cause he will never let you go.
His hand is always there for you to hold.
The problem lies within us.
Whether we choose to grab it or reject this offer.
But no matter how many times you reject,
It will always be there for you.
Whenever you fall, Don't give up.
Be reminded that there's always this 'hand' to help you up.
BUT. We should hold on to this hand no matter what,
not only when we are in trouble times but also when we are happy =D
HOLD ON TO THIS HAND, AND NEVER LET IT GO.
IT'S THE BEST HAND TO HOLD ON TO.

spoke at : 8:14:00 PM

Sunday, June 08, 2008

It had been a tiring day.
Such a waste when you manage to reach the entrance of tree top road
but you couldnt go in cause it's too late.
Had a talk after dinner.
Feel that yeah, maybe it's time to reconsider abt it.
a review on my thinkings/feelings.
Choosing what is right and what is wrong.

CAC camp coming soon.
I'm excited for it!
But a pity is that lots of ppl not going.
Knowing that the amount of people is pathetic.
I really feel that: "Why?"
Isnt this a chance to have fun and connect to other churches?
Isnt this a chance that we will experience God?
Why do people not go because,
"i'm anti-social',"i find it weird.","i don't feel like going."
Haix. Tired of excuses.

spoke at : 10:08:00 PM

Friday, June 06, 2008

ARGH!
I'm growing HORIZONTALLY!
FAT!
Every wednesday and thursday had prata for supper!!
OH MY!
ARGH!

spoke at : 3:14:00 PM

Tuesday, June 03, 2008

SPASTIC MEHJI

SPASTIC SMILE =D

Paranoid about her hair =S

Spastic

SIAO

Wahahaha =D
LingHui in her normal day =D

spoke at : 9:46:00 PM

Monday, June 02, 2008

Pictures of THE QUEST.
It's not that bad but it's not good enough.
So demoralising.
Anyway, MY PREVIOUS POST IS DONE =D

spoke at : 10:15:00 PM

I'm talking to a wall.
No respond when you hit it.
No respond when you kick it.
No respond when you punch it.
No respond when you talk to it.
No respond when you shout at it.
No respond when you screams at it.
No respond when you tell all your thoughts to it.
No respond..
I will never ever want to talk/shout/kick/hit a wall anymore.
Never.

Currently focusing on D&T practical.
I would say that i love it!
But it is irritating and frustrating when you just make a tiny
winy little calculation error and the result is a great difference.
It's like life.
When you accidentally said something wrong,
It makes a big stab in that person.
anyway. Days has been boring.
Like what the usual things i would do.
Now more fears approaching and stress me out.
What if i fail my english, causing me unable to attend a course i want.
What if i flunk my Os?
What else can i do?
What is my good points?[i know lots about my bad ones]
What is my purpose in this ministry?
I feel that i had been doing nothing related to my position.
Nothing seems to move on and in fact, so things just turn out worst.
I would say,' The oil in my lamp is finishing. And it doesn't seems to fill.'
Passion lost it's way in reality.
It is not on the right track anymore.
Where is the magnet that suppose to guide passion on this way?
Maybe i lost it on the way.
Maybe i throw it away.
Maybe i the magnetic force has change and it starts to repel?
I do not know the answer but i might know it.
It is just that it is not NOW.

spoke at : 8:44:00 PM