One day, you and i are going into enter this society, this world.
We are just robot mammals, running in a rat race.
You cannot stop in the rat race or else others will catch up.
You cannot only stop when you die.
So what's the big deal of being an 'A' student?
In reality fact, there is alot of 'A' students in the society.
Being an 'A' student is no big deal.
You'll face tremendous stress, sarcastic comments for mates.
What's the point? We didn't even take O lvl.
How can you place judgements that i'm an 'A' student
just because i excelled in school?
Not as in my school is a very good school.
It's just an average or i would say lousy school in Academic.
It's not like your can predict the future that my Os result
is going to be like all As.
It's not like i'm able to maintain my standard.
What if i breakdowns and flunk my Os?
What if i had a car accident and just die?
What if i am so sick that i couldn't take my Os?
Can you really think before you say anything?
I am not smart i must admit.
But neither i am dumb.
Just buck up and leave everything to your whatever God can?
Even if i manage to get As in my studies,
that doesnt mean i have a very good life.
Life doesnt revolves around your qualifications itself.
But your EQ is important too!
My EQ, i must admit is pretty awful.
I offend people often, and people feels that i totally Nonsensical.
I am, in fact, but not everytime.
I know i am not loveable to people.
I am totally self-Conscious.
I know most of my weakness.
Crazy, does not make sense most of the time, people dont
understand me and need a 'DECODER', and irritating to some people.
But i really DONT NEED A DECODER!
Can your just stop all the DECODER crap.
If i really have a DECODER, how would i learn to even speak
words that your understand?
How can i make things perfect when i cannot practice?
Just stop all the things can.
I'm really tired of being scolded all the time.
I'm really tired of all the crap.
Give me a break, I need FRESH AIR.
