Looking through my previous post,
I would say it's lots of things.
The happiness, the sadness, the tears.
Friendship, kinship, relationship problem.
Doubts and questions.
Changing of perspective.
People who makes me happy and loved.
People who mkaes me cry and sad.
Post talking abt my life
to now, How i feel.
I wont say that i grow up alot.
In fact, I feel terrible now.
But at least i know i went through lots of things.
Past years, I really start to understand more, doubt more.
The reality of society, the faith in everything.
Everything had changed.
Specifically, my character, my world.
STuck in a terrible situation now.
I would say it's disgusting.
LOst of smile, the innocent, the naive mind.
Everything has changed.
LingHui is not LingHui anymore.
But she is LingHui...
Read this: 21 Aug 2007
Time...
It will not wait,
It will not stop.
It will not care,
It will not know.
It will not do anything for anyone.
It just FLY.
It fly fast, In tremondous speed.
So fast that you could not,
So fast that you could not realise.
It fly pass you, but you do not know.
Everything is like so fast..
End of year in 1months plus time
O lvl in 1 year time.
Everything seems so fast..
When we realise it, It's too late.
O lvl is not only in 1 years time,
But in 176 days.
Everything pass so quickly.
All this time.
Looking for a soul mate.
I don't know if i found one.
I don't know what i'm looking for.
I feel like going somewhere else instead of staying here.
Father, Bring me home will you?
