title>masked flowers; hidden lies
I dono why, i really feel distanced.Tired of serving, tired of everything.Suddenly feel that, Life is meaningless.I lost all the faith. I lost the trust.I lost the passion. My fire is fading.Everything in me is weird since last year during holiday.I think alot. I doubt alot.I just need a damn hug. That's all.No question asked.If i cried. DON ASK.I just need a physical comfort.I'm tired of school. Tired of church.My purpose in life is fading.I'm afraid of 'O' lvl. I'm afraid of everything.In fact, I am most of leaving my believe.I really dono.I know who i should do. But i'm not doing it.Wad's the problem with me? WHAT IS IT!Wad does all this serving mean to me?I really hate it to be alone.I really hate it when there is secret within.I really hate it when i'm not focus.I really hate it when everything is so.. I realy hate it.In the end, I lost to my own life. spoke at : 9:24:00 PM