Thursday, October 09, 2008

Haix..
my email being hacked.
So please ask me for my email or else i wont add you.
Troublesome and i dono where to get my contacts.
Really sucks when you're like trying so hard to make things work
but there is another causing you to lose yout temper.
HAIX

spoke at : 2:33:00 AM

Thursday, October 02, 2008

Tired. stress.

Feel like flunking O and do nothing.

Haix.. Thinking about the papers made me scared...

What if i can't do the papers?

What if my mine go blank?

What if i break down during the papers?

This thoughts are really scary.

I am afraid of O lvl.

I am afraid of everything.

I am afraid of not adapting well to school.

I am afraid of not adapting well to society.

The pace is so fast.

Everyone has their own agenda and they kind of ignore everyone.

Even to find someone to talk to... 1 in a million hour.

Rat race. Who knows how to walk?

Or even Who knows how to take rest?

Contradicting life~

I want to face O level normally.

But it seems that it don work that way.

WAKE UP LINGHUI! No time to slack!

Will this continue?

spoke at : 6:12:00 PM

Monday, September 29, 2008

21 days to O level.
How 'slow' it is.
Time really flies...
But i' still here blogging.
Sharks.. Slack too much.
Lots of things happened for the last few days.
Tired i guess.
Time to study before i regret!
But somehow.. Sense of urgency is not very strong now.
Wrong~

spoke at : 10:10:00 PM

Thursday, September 25, 2008

Prelim Result:
English: 61 B4
Chinese: 74 A2
Mathematics: 71 A2
Science: 61 B4
Humans: 47 D7
Literature: 58 C5
D&T: 71 A2
CCA: A1

Level position: 13/157 =D
L1R4:13
L1R5:19

I'm happy with it.. But not contented!

My aims:
English: B3
Chinese: A1
Mathematics: A2
Science: A1
Humans: A2
Literature: B3
D&T: A1
L1R4: 11
L1R5: 15

Shut up.. Stop talking about arrogant!
Come on. At least i have the result to be...
What do you have with you to comment on me?
Do better before talking to me..
I can be even more mean..
Just that i want it or not..
Don't take my ignorance and patience for granted.
Stop it before you regret it.
See if you even get a 20 for R5 or even go anywhere with your O lvl result.
Damm pissed..
Some people just don't come school for goodness sake.
At least the class would be in peace.
NOT even a look of urgency!
Come on.. O's is like 24 days away.
Why don't you spend some time studying to even comments on others.
Ass!
Freak off! I'm gonna to show off my result and its none of your business..
Like i have no rights to be in your business.
Whatever it is, I'm just gonna study hard and prove myself right.
To even be ARROGANT in front of a loser.

spoke at : 7:17:00 PM

Monday, September 15, 2008

Somethings seems to be hidden..
Maybe it's better to be hidden..
Bah. Don't want to think about it anymore.

spoke at : 11:33:00 PM

I feel so random!
I feel like going Sentosa!
To really enjoy myself...
The sun, sea and breeze!
WOOHOO~~~
It's okay.. I'm gonna do that after O's!!!
2 more month and it will end!!!
THE PUSH TO DRIVE ME ON!!
WAHAHAHA
Going for mission trip too!
After that.. Camp!!
WAH~~
I feel that my days after O is so much busier den studying
but i think my holidays till the end of year is gonna be a fruitful one =D

Result...
So far 3 A2...
1 B4.. 1 C5 ...1 D7..
Still got 1 more.. eng...
ARGH!!!
I'm getting nervous!
I hope i can get 14 or 15 for L1R4 at least..
I told myself if i can get 25 and below for L1R5..
I have no regrets!
But yeah.. I don tink i will get that lousy results =D
REALLY THANK GOD!!!
Those things are not up to expectation but he didnt give me a 25!
THANK YOU LORD =D
On the other hand...
My school standard seriously not very high..
So i must work double to soar or maintain this result.
Lord.. I pray for momentem to study cause i seems to lose it
after school reopens..
PRAY PRAY PRAY!

spoke at : 8:16:00 PM

Sunday, September 14, 2008

Chaotic Week..
Get back result...
Not very good not very bad..
Will update when the prelim slip is back.
I dono why i enjoyed my weekend extremely.
Maybe i tend to look at the other point of view.
Maybe i'm relieved?

Anyway YM blog is up!
Go visit it if you're free =D
Http://tp-ym.blogspot.com

spoke at : 10:59:00 PM

Thursday, September 04, 2008

有时候真的觉得自己很笨。为什么要自投罗网，被别人讲或骂个狗血淋头。
我想通了，我们应该连朋友都做不成。我并不恨你。我只是不想再继续纠缠不清。
应该结束了吧。

Boring day..
Actually slept for 3hrs in between study.
LIFE...
ARGH...
I hate you!

spoke at : 10:47:00 PM