Angel

2008-10-09T02:33:00.001+08:00

Haix..
my email being hacked.
So please ask me for my email or else i wont add you.
Troublesome and i dono where to get my contacts.
Really sucks when you're like trying so hard to make things work
but there is another causing you to lose yout temper.
HAIX

2008-10-02T18:12:00.004+08:00

Tired. stress.

Feel like flunking O and do nothing.

Haix.. Thinking about the papers made me scared...

What if i can't do the papers?

What if my mine go blank?

What if i break down during the papers?

This thoughts are really scary.

I am afraid of O lvl.

I am afraid of everything.

I am afraid of not adapting well to school.

I am afraid of not adapting well to society.

The pace is so fast.

Everyone has their own agenda and they kind of ignore everyone.

Even to find someone to talk to... 1 in a million hour.

Rat race. Who knows how to walk?

Or even Who knows how to take rest?

Contradicting life~

I want to face O level normally.

But it seems that it don work that way.

WAKE UP LINGHUI! No time to slack!

Will this continue?

2008-09-29T22:10:00.002+08:00

21 days to O level.
How 'slow' it is.
Time really flies...
But i' still here blogging.
Sharks.. Slack too much.
Lots of things happened for the last few days.
Tired i guess.
Time to study before i regret!
But somehow.. Sense of urgency is not very strong now.
Wrong~

2008-09-25T19:17:00.002+08:00

Prelim Result:
English: 61 B4
Chinese: 74 A2
Mathematics: 71 A2
Science: 61 B4
Humans: 47 D7
Literature: 58 C5
D&T: 71 A2
CCA: A1

Level position: 13/157 =D
L1R4:13
L1R5:19

I'm happy with it.. But not contented!

My aims:
English: B3
Chinese: A1
Mathematics: A2
Science: A1
Humans: A2
Literature: B3
D&T: A1
L1R4: 11
L1R5: 15

Shut up.. Stop talking about arrogant!
Come on. At least i have the result to be...
What do you have with you to comment on me?
Do better before talking to me..
I can be even more mean..
Just that i want it or not..
Don't take my ignorance and patience for granted.
Stop it before you regret it.
See if you even get a 20 for R5 or even go anywhere with your O lvl result.
Damm pissed..
Some people just don't come school for goodness sake.
At least the class would be in peace.
NOT even a look of urgency!
Come on.. O's is like 24 days away.
Why don't you spend some time studying to even comments on others.
Ass!
Freak off! I'm gonna to show off my result and its none of your business..
Like i have no rights to be in your business.
Whatever it is, I'm just gonna study hard and prove myself right.
To even be ARROGANT in front of a loser.

2008-09-15T23:33:00.002+08:00

Somethings seems to be hidden..
Maybe it's better to be hidden..
Bah. Don't want to think about it anymore.

2008-09-15T20:16:00.003+08:00

I feel so random!
I feel like going Sentosa!
To really enjoy myself...
The sun, sea and breeze!
WOOHOO~~~
It's okay.. I'm gonna do that after O's!!!
2 more month and it will end!!!
THE PUSH TO DRIVE ME ON!!
WAHAHAHA
Going for mission trip too!
After that.. Camp!!
WAH~~
I feel that my days after O is so much busier den studying
but i think my holidays till the end of year is gonna be a fruitful one =D

Result...
So far 3 A2...
1 B4.. 1 C5 ...1 D7..
Still got 1 more.. eng...
ARGH!!!
I'm getting nervous!
I hope i can get 14 or 15 for L1R4 at least..
I told myself if i can get 25 and below for L1R5..
I have no regrets!
But yeah.. I don tink i will get that lousy results =D
REALLY THANK GOD!!!
Those things are not up to expectation but he didnt give me a 25!
THANK YOU LORD =D
On the other hand...
My school standard seriously not very high..
So i must work double to soar or maintain this result.
Lord.. I pray for momentem to study cause i seems to lose it
after school reopens..
PRAY PRAY PRAY!

2008-09-14T22:59:00.002+08:00

Chaotic Week..
Get back result...
Not very good not very bad..
Will update when the prelim slip is back.
I dono why i enjoyed my weekend extremely.
Maybe i tend to look at the other point of view.
Maybe i'm relieved?

Anyway YM blog is up!
Go visit it if you're free =D
Http://tp-ym.blogspot.com

2008-09-04T22:47:00.002+08:00

有时候真的觉得自己很笨。为什么要自投罗网，被别人讲或骂个狗血淋头。
我想通了，我们应该连朋友都做不成。我并不恨你。我只是不想再继续纠缠不清。
应该结束了吧。

Boring day..
Actually slept for 3hrs in between study.
LIFE...
ARGH...
I hate you!

2008-09-03T22:54:00.002+08:00

HAHA. Linghui is really a fool.
She is always get all this kind of shit..
I think is zi zhao ma fan ba.
Stupid isnt it?
Or is it that someone just like to make use of my stupidity?
Half half ba.
I think my self-esteem is decreasing.
My confidence for biology and everything is destroyed.
I feel that i can't do anything..
Maybe is what i tink others will think of me.
I mean i'm not that stupid that i can't sense about what others don like about me.
I still have feeling. don't i?
I will feel hurt and disappointed by what others say.
Esp i am that kind which will be really affected by what others think of me.
Am i really so wrong that people wanna be mean to me?

2008-09-02T22:33:00.003+08:00

I'M SUPER HIGH NOW!
I'M FEELING GREAT~
I DON'T WANT TO CARE ABOUT ANYTHING LE!
HAHAHAHA!

2008-09-02T08:57:00.001+08:00

Fool. Really a fool.
Causing trouble for herself.
Stupid isn't it?
WHY!WHY!WHY!

2008-09-02T01:13:00.001+08:00

灵慧是大笨蛋!
Don wan others to misunderstand her
yet because of her don wan, she cause herself being misunderstand!
HOW RETARDED!!!
STUPID TO MAX!
NO ONE CAN REPLACE HER!
CAUSE SHE IS THE DUMBEST, MOST RETARDED
AND STUPID PERSON ON EARTH!!!
ONLY SHE CAN BE LINGHUI!

2008-09-02T00:17:00.003+08:00

Oh ya. Sister's night was great.
Good job guys!
Your deserve a pat!
Every event was great..
But not times without event.
Looking at everything......
It's saddening.
Maybe everything on earth is fake.
Maybe even human.
Even the simplest smile.
You can have fake teeth, breast, face, whatever you can think of.
Sound kindof gross. BAH.

Lost?
In the path of life...
Off track.
Chaos.
Die.
Crap typing~

Faith.. Who has the strongest?
EARTHQUAKE ALERT!
Most of us are shaking? Aren't we?
No stagnant path.
Either you slide or you move on.
Feeling damn crap.
Everything changed.
Am i still on the path with God?
ARGH!!

Hard to forget.
Hard to forgive.
Hard to accept.
Hard to give in.
Hard to love.
Hard to be pure.
Hard to stay close.

2008-09-01T22:51:00.000+08:00

I've nothing to say.

2008-09-01T22:01:00.001+08:00

Want to blog about somethings..
But i'm lost for words.
Haix...
Tomoro mock practical.
SIANX!
ARGH!
I'm really lost for words!

2008-08-31T01:37:00.004+08:00

A poem from email:

Around the corner I have a friend,
In this great city that has no end,
Yet the days go by and weeks rush on,
And before I know it, a year is gone.
And I never see my old friends face,
For life is a swift and terrible race,
He knows I like him just as well,
As in the days when I rang his bell.
And he rang mine but we were younger then,
And now we are busy, tired men.
Tired of playing a foolish game,
T ired of trying to make a name.
'Tomorrow' I say! 'I will call on Jim
Just to show that I'm thinking of him.'
But tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes,
And distance between us grows and grows.
Around the corner, yet miles away,
'Here's a telegram sir,' 'Jim died today.'
And that's what we get and deserve in the end.
Around the corner, a vanished friend.
Remember to always say what you mean.
If you love someone, tell them.
Don't be afraid to express yourself.
Reach out and tell someone what they mean to you.
Because when you decide that it is the right time it might
be too late.
Seize the day. Never have regrets.
And most importantly, stay close to your friends and family, for they have helped make you the person that you are today.

Treasure your friends.
Let's hope that there's friend for you to treasure.

Fated to be an outreacher?
I think i am.
God place my in an outreach path.
Reading 'our journey' on my birthday.
It talks about matt 28.
GO! God has called you to do so!
WHY AREN'T YOU MOVING!!
IDOITIC FOOL!
Prepared?
Great question to ask!

We are just stranger.
Total stranger.

2008-08-29T19:03:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF =D
I've turned 16 =D
Didnt go school today...
Super lazy.. It's only teacher's day...
Waste of time to wait for interhouse and everything.
Head of to Island Creamery =D
Had chicken rice at cornation nearby =DD
Jinwan, Vivian Ng and Esther accompany.
Luckily =D
If not i will just rot at home.
Felt so loved by those who messaged me!
REALLY THANK YOUR =D
Though some i'm not close with..
But your remember my birthday~
Whether through friendster or facebook or handphone reminder,
Really appreciate it! =D
NC16 =DD
Can't wait to watch one..
hahahah
POst of photos....
Next time ba..
VERY BIG FILES~

2008-08-28T19:02:00.003+08:00

Facebook:

august
THUG -You a strait up ''Gangsta'' -Attractive personality -Loves those who love them. -Very! sexy. -Affectionate & Secretive. -Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. -Chatterbox! Loves to talk alot! -A meaningful love life partner -Loves to get their way! -Unbelievable kisser! -Easily angered. -Able to cheer anyone up and make them laugh. -Very stubborn in the most way possible! -Loves to get noticed! -Willing to take risks for others. -Makes good choices. -Has a great fashion sense! -Maybe a little too popular with others * wink wink*. -Outgoing and crazy at times! -Intelligent. -Can love as much as possible! -Hates insults. Loves compliments! -A very big flirt! Trustworthy. -Appreciative and returns kindness. -The best in bed out of ANY of these months!! -Hardly shows emotions. -Tends to bottle up feelings. -Observant and assesses others.

clairsentient
Feeling is your sixth sense. Called clairsentient (clear feeling), your inner voice is one that touches on your empathetic nature. What does this mean? Well, you're probably the most emotional of your friends and you are very in touch with the feelings of others. As a clairsentient, you often know something is wrong because you experience an uncomfortable feeling in your stomach (or the opposite for good things). It might be that your friend has had a bad day--but hasn't told anyone--and somehow you just know what's going on. Often this type of intuitive knowledge cannot be explained. We bet you've got a bunch of friends, and who wouldn't want a friend that just knows without being told...especially on those bad days.

Cool !!
You have a great personality, you have your own ways and you are not afraid to speak your mind, your company is intertaining and being with you is loads of fun!

red
You are evry successful in your life. You are funny, and you match well with love. You are very active, but can sometime get mad.

Hey!
People love you! If they see you come on, or walk down the street they just have to start a conversation. Good job!

Rapunzel
You are rapunzel! You were given to a witch as a payment for your parents stealing from her and taken to a tower and was raised there unable to leave until you were rescued by a prince who became blind after your hair long long long golden hair was cut off then not long after you and him were sent off in the forest seperately you found each other, your hair grew back and his sight came back too, you married each other. You are independent and have a good heart, you obey orders but do like to disobey them for a little bit. You are quiet but only when you are uncomfortable.

Outgoing
Your dream partner should possess the quality of an outgoing person. They should be someone who isn't afraid to say or do anything! They are very surprising and you'll never know what they'll do next.

Just Right
You're perfect, stay just the way you are!!! Don't change a thing!!!

kind. caring. sweet
your know all over for your upbeat personalitey your liked by everyone .you can make a smile on any ones face because that is who you are

Simple but rich...young but wise!!
your dress is so simple but has a very unique marks as your personality is ...you are young but wise.You tend to do small things but affective & tend to have few words but impressive!!..keep on doing what you do coz you are a perfect bride

The bustling bee!
You are fit and full of energy. Do something which involves a lot of social work and running up and down. You have what is called commitment to your job, and with that you can be the the best person to cal up to. Your active career might be a wish for a lot of people around you!

You love your friends and will do anything for them no matter if it gets in the way of your plans!

I WAS BORED! BAHA

2008-08-26T20:14:00.004+08:00

I'm just a nobody.
Afraid of stepping forward.
Afraid of to do His works.
Isn't it lousy..
Don't feel worthy of anything.

Okay! enough of depressing things..
LIFE.
Life Is Full of Excuses
Or
Life is Full of Energy?

Second time i'm asking myself.
I'm afraid of my future.
Am i able to score well and get to somewhere which fit me and i like it?
Am i able to adapt to poly life?
Am i able to forget what i'm suppose to forget?
Am i able to find that someone in life?
Am i able to be myself?

ARGH! TROUBLED!
NEVERMIND!
Just leave everything into God hands.

I dono why.. Maybe i can't just get a good friend of opposite gender.
But it's okay.. Girl friends are good enough =D

What musical instrument are you?
TRUMPET!
You are a person that loud but helping voice. You care for people and give them a helping hand when needed.
True that i'm LOUD!

My little prayer:
Lord, grant faith for me in you.
Trust in you in whatever i do.
Depend on you when i'm weak or strong.
Remove my judging mentality.
Remove my self-centredness.
Let me focus on you and you alone.
In Jesus name I pray, Amen =D

2008-08-26T15:11:00.001+08:00

我只要友情不要爱情!

I am serious about it.
What's so good about having a partner now.
Isn't it the time to study until maybe around poly 2
and have mature thinking and get someone you really love?
I believe i can find my half one day..
But definitely not now.

2008-08-25T20:04:00.002+08:00

Finally!
One satisfied paper!
Had math and ss today.
Screwed ss but think i'm okay with math.
Chin was like crap.
Lit paper 1 sure die.
Paper 2 still okay.
English so-so. Jus hope for a pass =D
Bio.. Don talk abt it..
The worst i ever did.
Almost all thinking skills...
ARGH!
4 more papers to go..
D&T project to be hand up by this thur.
Abit here and there and i'm done.
Geo paper..
I used to love it.
But i cant get it correct now~
Lets hope for the best~

2008-08-24T20:38:00.002+08:00

Tired of all the crap going on.
Total loser.
Unreasonable, stupid, dumb, idiotic,
demanding, insensitive, inconsiderate,
not understanding, evil,
happy fool, fake a smile.
Anything bad you can think of.
Description of Teoh Ling Hui.

2008-08-20T23:05:00.002+08:00

A simple wish..
Is it really that hard to be fulfilled?
Or am i being too demanding?

2008-08-16T00:29:00.001+08:00

*SLAP
Keep quiet and wake up!
Concentrate Girl!

2008-08-12T22:15:00.001+08:00

We used to be very good friends.
But things seems to change alot since sec2.
You've grown mature while i still remained childish.
Everything that you say hurt me, even us.
Scared of you.
Unpredictable, cannot be comprehen.
Time to be on the same track now.
Time to get back this friendship.
You can seek help of comfort from us.
Trust us.

to:536372...

2008-08-12T16:17:00.002+08:00

Happy but not contented.
Though i get A2 for chinese O,
I shouldnt get too contented..
I should strive for the other subject.
Checking back my aims,
I realised that i scored the result i want for it.
I really encourage me.
Feeling that i am able to reach my goal..
Before getting result,
teacher some how hinted.
in chinese, You wan to get A den get A lor.
But she really scared me by saying.
Did you write out of point for compo?
ARGH!
I have this strong feeling that i'm gonna get B.
Before getting result.. Fears and tears filled my eyes.
After getting result.
The tears just flow!!!
I WAS SUPER NERVOUS!!!
THANK GOD!! I GET THE RESULT I WANT!
Really thank Him for his miracles.
I really did not prepare myself alot before the exam
And i don really feel that i deserve this score.
Bu He gave it to me =D
THANK YOU!
Time to strive for the best...
O level, HERE I COME!

2008-08-11T22:45:00.003+08:00

Prelims on it's way,

O level making it's way through.

Amount of stress increase..

But thank God, having a class mates

who understand and aso encourage you

with God, it feels great.

I must admit my relationship with Him is near zero.

Feeling all guilty, but please help me to get back on track.

Thank God for all the angels around me =D

LOVE THEM <3!

Time really flies and now i'm left with 8 days to study for Prelims.

It is terrible because i'm need to hand up everything for dnt by 28 aug.

It is worst to have prelim on that day.

Hope that i will be able to complete everything.
I might even heck care about prelim and just focus on dnt.
Is not like prelim score is gonna be my O's score.
I might be doing that if i'm desperate for time.
I wan to ace it, I want it badly.

With my english cannot make it and bad experience for mid year,

I realised that i've forgotten almost everything.

Doing my science work,

I forget the way to answer in the best manner, that can score.
Sharks, It's really time to pull up my socks!
NO MORE LALA LAND.
ONLY STUDY LAND.
2months plus to O level.
JIAYOU GAMBADE!

P.S all the best for all the student taking O level! let's suffer together for another 2 more months!

2008-08-09T20:44:00.005+08:00

2008-08-09T20:22:00.001+08:00

Started the day feeling shit.
Ended the fay feeling shitter!
GO AWAY!!! WHO CARES ABOUT YOU!

2008-08-08T22:18:00.008+08:00

2008-08-04T22:38:00.000+08:00

Stressed up!
I almost break down.
HAIX.. YOU CANNOT!

2008-08-01T00:03:00.003+08:00

HAIX. LINGHUI = SLACKER.
BAD!!!
Anyways, i saw my erhu teacher and he talk to me
about TPCMC!
He came for NLW service and said that he was
touched by the warm welcome!
Really make me think alot.
We show others love,cause God show us His.
Eventually, others will start to realise that the love
comes from God..
COOL!
I encourage my teacher to come church this sunday!
1st ever invitation to an elderly i had.
But he is going to be very busy as concert is coming up.
Oh well.. At least i learnt something =D

OH YA! LINGHUI IS BROKE TOO!!!
I'm having lots of debt~

2008-07-30T23:47:00.000+08:00

I realised that i was a sneaky girl since young! HAHAHA
upload pics soon.. Haha.

2008-07-30T17:43:00.001+08:00

LINGHUI 是个本大笨蛋!

2008-07-28T17:37:00.010+08:00

Yesterday confirmation =D

COOL..

Never enjoyed so much with them ever since last year kelong!

I LOVE THEM! AND I REALLY DO!!!

2008-07-28T17:28:00.002+08:00

------------ AUGUST BABY ------------ ---
outgoing personality [thinks so]
takes risks [sometimes?]
feeds on attention [I amd]
no self control [Totally!]
kind hearted [Not for me to comment]
self confident [Quite]
loud and boisterous [EXTREMELY TRUE!]
VERY revengeful [I agree]
easy to get along with and talk to [Do i?]
has an 'everything's peachy' attitude [Don understand.]
likes talking and singing [I do!]
loves music [YES!]
daydreamer [I am one..]
easily distracted [Correct!]
Hates not being trusted [I really hates that]
BIG imagination [Don know..]
loves to be loved [Yes~]
hates studying [Okay la]
in need of 'that someone' [not at the moment]
longs for freedom [FREEDOM! I WANT YOU!]
rebellious when withheld or restricted [Obviously]
lives by 'no pain no gain' caring [Not sure~]
always a suspect [Think so. HahA!]
playful [YES]
mysterious [???]
'charming' or 'beautiful' to everyone [NOt really ba]
stubborn [Quite]
curious [I AM MISS WHY!]
independent [Sometimes]
strong willed [Situational]
a fighter [WOAH]

This is what i am..
Quite true.. like out of all, 75% is what i am now..

Linghui needs discipline to be silence!
"Too much talk leads to sin. Be sensible and keep your mouth shut."
Proverbs 10:19
Smack right onto my cheek.
LINGHUI'S NEEDS TO SHUT UP!
She talk too much and its time to shut up.

2008-07-26T21:43:00.001+08:00

ARGH!! Pictures when i'm P6!
Super ugly! WAHAHAH

2008-07-17T22:42:00.002+08:00

Prelims in 33 days.
O level in 92 days.

LingHui a freaking slacker!
She hadn't been revising..
So far only Social Studies cause forced to.
ARGH! Feeling very guilty yet no action.
Feeling very empty.
No motivation to study!
HOW?
Anyone can motivate me?
Or even ways to self motivate?
STRESSED!
Looking at how hardworking the others are.
I am lik 0 yet they are already at least quarter through.
Argh. I hate my laziness!

2008-07-16T23:17:00.005+08:00

The clouds are all so nice..
This few days the sky is really nice.
The clouds looks like some candy...
So thick and 'bao man'
Like can grab and eat or play with it =D
Enjoying God's nature is so GOOD!!

2008-07-14T22:40:00.002+08:00

Last week was a mad, crazy, busy, tiring, fun week!

Let's start with monday..
It's a youth day holiday!
Went to buy logi from 12 plus to 5 plus for sunburnt.
Prepared some of the logi and went home =D

Tuesday..
Came to church straight after school to help out pub
for youth sunday.
Didnt do much though =X
Had outreach meeting after that. haha.

Wednesday..
Peaceful day but.. TUTIONS~

Thursday..
Packing of logi and doing of gifts.
I love the gifts =D

Friday..
Worship prac, finalise logi.

Saturday..
SUNBURNT!
I had fun! =D
I'm not sunburnt but tan XP
Cool...
The responds was good!
50 plus ppl came for the event..
22-23newcomers =D
THANK GOD!
Went we first arrived, it was a sunny day.
Den it turned dark............
It dizzled abit but it didnt rain! For the games!
THANK GOD!
During FNE, it was sunny and everyone can sun tan =D
Everything was great and THANK GOD!

Sunday..
YOUTH SUNDAY =D
YOUTHFY YOUTHFY =D
My friends came for service =D
Skit was funny like mad.
NLW worship leading.. Super nervous.
Hope that it add 'oil' for the passion to outreach =D

Napfa sucks this year =X
Didnt do very well....
Sit-up 31
Inclined 18
Board jump 183
Sit n reach 47
Shuttle run 10.6
2.4KM 14 plus [No A]
ARGH! Nvm but at least a Gold =D

2008-07-13T22:42:00.001+08:00

Thank God for this week!=D
I'll blog abt sunburnt and youth sunday soon! =D

2008-07-10T23:15:00.002+08:00

Do you know that whatever you said has affect others.
Do you know that you are gonna to lose all the friends
that cares for you if you continue to say means things.
I hate it. Just sucks!
Reflect upon yourself before commenting on others.
Is it really always others fault instead of yours?
Its time to stop.
To not rebuke, to cry and to even care.
Maybe it isnt worth at all.
Disappointment fills me now, immediate for you.
I really don care if you read it or not.
I DON'T CARE!
Your life is your business.
I'm not gonna put my nose into it.
I'm not gonna do anything.
I will ignore and treat it like a news i heard.
That's all

2008-07-09T00:01:00.001+08:00

It's sucks totally where you have so much to do
yet you still experience lots more things.
Sometimes a breakdown is expected.
When things and relationship just don turn out well,
even the strongest cannot withstand it.
Tired of experiencing so much when you have lots to do.
Exhausted is the word.

2008-07-06T23:22:00.007+08:00

HAHA! Had a mini chat! fun! =D

All pictures above are taken at 8pm!
So surprising to see dark sky with 1 patch bright!

She loves her smile =D
[Zi-lian =X]

2008-07-06T00:21:00.005+08:00

On friday..
I'm not angry wih auntie
Just that when oil add up to it and plus
NAGGING. You can just die down there.

PRAYER REQUESTS!
Prepared her to serve him on Youth Sunday =D

2008-07-01T21:27:00.000+08:00

Dynamic Thinker (DT)(Just visiting? Take the free test and determine your personality type!)Dynamic Thinkers are confident and independent persons. They radiate enthusiasm and energy. Dynamic Thinkers pursue their objectives actively and energetically. They love nothing better than new challenges. This type is the born leader, competent, energetic and responsible. They have a sharp eye for errors and can criticise without mercy if they see the success of a project endangered. They are completely unconcerned as to whether they alienate anyone in the process. But they are always open to objective arguments; they love discussions, they are very gifted rhetorically and they are good at convincing and enthusing others.As they are very sociable, Dynamic Thinkers like to have a lot of friends around them, preferably those with whom they can share their interests and discuss all sorts of subjects. They are very direct but never in an underhand or scheming manner. If you can bear being spoken to frankly, you have in them a loyal and unwavering advisor as friend. Everything new and unknown stimulates Dynamic Thinkers and awakens their curiosity. However, rules, routine and traditional things arouse their resistance. If something does not go the way they want it to, they can react rather pigheadedly and obstinately.Dynamic Thinkers expect a great deal of themselves and of others. Whoever does not fit in with their scheme of things does not have it easy. They sometimes appear to be rather severe due to their frankness. Partners and family also find it difficult to satisfy Dynamic Thinkers. They know exactly what they want and compromising is inconceivable to them. Whoever has an Dynamic Thinker as partner should have a strong personality and have a great deal of independence and sufficient self-confidence in order to give this dominating type some opposition. Normally, for Dynamic Thinkers, a partnership only takes second place after their profession. But they like to have someone at their side who is a match for them intellectually, with whom they can pursue mutual objectives and have interesting discussions all night long; preferably factual discussions - sentimentalism and romance are not their thing.
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2008-06-18T22:42:00.008+08:00

SUNDAY SCHOOL OUTING TODAY!

Went to watch KungFu Panda!

HAHAHA LOL!

SUper funny! haha..

NONONON Not the BLAH BLAH BLAH finger.. hahah!

Had fun =D

Shopping at Cotton On too!!

Saw this Nice SHIRT!!!

ARGH! Never bring money!!

I love that pics =D

I ENJOYED MY DAY =D

ONCE SPASTIC ALWAYS A SPASTIC!

2008-06-18T14:22:00.001+08:00

ARGH! LingHui is a Gullible FOOL!
She trust people too easily
Causing her being a FOOL at the end of the day!

So irritating!
When you trust others yet they make use of your trust.
Isnt it pissing and irritating!
Sometimes is not that others don trust you..
Is either you are not trustworthy as that person trust you yet
you break that trust before!!
ARGH! Thinking back about whatever happen.
I don't think i can trust anyone except a few.
ARGH!! SHE IS PISSED!

2008-06-17T22:40:00.003+08:00

THINGS THAT I'VE BOUGHT!!

4 HAVANAS! 1 Each![I have a choice of 2 =D]

2008-06-17T20:13:00.002+08:00

I' m happy today!! =D
I bought 1 havanas slipper, 1 mondo heels/pums,
1 Zinc tote/sling bag and 2 clothes from This Fashion!!
Finally buy something!
PHEW!!
SHUANG..!
hhahaha.
Messy G want us to do the wooden clip.
I painted mine yellow =D
For no reason! ahaha.
SMILES =DDD

2008-06-16T22:28:00.002+08:00

Yeah. June holidays is ending!
I would say that when i was sec 3 and below.
Things pass very fast!
I really hope that june hols has just started instead..
Homework undone. Revision haven start.
ARGH! I reallt feel like skipping 'O's.
Very sianx and lazy to study..
You know you need to study but you didnt do it.
You feel guilty yet you did nothing.
ARGH! I'm pissed with myself!
The thought of flunking 'O's keep coming to my mind..
Haix. Singapore education. Tough.

2008-06-14T22:12:00.004+08:00

YEAH! CAC CONNECT! CAMP!!!!

IT was great!

Get to lots of people

and also get to meet my old church mates!!

Had lots of fun and time to slack..

It's pretty long plus the tiredness,

I shall blog next time =D

Some pics taken from Chng =D

With QCMC =D

2008-06-10T09:26:00.003+08:00

Some people just can't shut their mouth up.
Kindness doesnt pay off forget it.
But still say i tried to take things into my own hands.
I'm sorry but the fact that you are the one taking
things into your own hands.
You'll surprise by how these people are so gossipy.
Just believing what they see and not trying to listen to others explaination.
Come on la. I think your eyes got lots of problem.
I'm sure that you didnt wear specs or contacts that day.
ARGH!
I'M PISSED!

Let me cool down abit.. phew.
I believe that 休息是为了走更长远的路.
So do rest kkz.
Esp people taking 'O's [except me, cos too slack =X]
Looking at meh's nick. Really remind of somethings.
I msged her,
As we grow up, we'll tend to forget how to smile from de bottom of our heart. But remember that our joy is from God and His love.So we will never forget how to smile if we hold on to His hand. His hands will always be there. It's a choice of ours to grab it or not. BLAH BLAH BLAH.
The kindof sensible msg that i've sent =X
But it's true that when we start to face society,
we will either smile cause our job need us to,
Or we totally don't smile.
The reality is that, the world is scary.
We are now still in our little shell.
We are like little so curious about the outside world.
We use our peak to poke a little hole.
We see the scariness of the world and we wan to hide.
but we had no choice as we cannot stay in a shell forever.
Let's think abt it another way.
We have a choice to be happy or to be moody/sad that day.
So why choose to be moody/sad when we can choose to be happy?
It's not easy to be happy but we can try our best to =D

Oh ya. SPASTIC FAMILY 1 year ANNIVESARY TODAY!
But, we cannot meet up D=
I really miss spastic.
The fun and joy we had in kelong =D
Peng is sick now. Hope he is feeling better.
Moo is working now.
Ji and i having worship prac later.
Meh.. Most probably tution.
I miss you guys =S

I'm excited for CAMP!
HAHA
I packed my bag the day i recevied the email =X
Kindof like kiasu but just prepare.
Cause by the time i packed, no clothes to wear =X
Really hope that the numbers are growing...
hope to see at lesat 100 souls there haha.

2008-06-09T21:12:00.000+08:00

Somethings are just meant to die away.
Now what i need to do is to.
SHUT MY EARS, EYES AND MOUTH!
Everything will soon be gone....

2008-06-09T20:14:00.002+08:00

Time files~
When i start to understand more about this world.
I see lots of changes.
Be it physically, mentally or spiritually.
There is a change in everyone one.
Whether your liver produce insulin or glucagon.
Whether your kidney starts to filter.
Whether your heart beats.
There is a change.
Friendship do change when relationship gets in.
I felt the change in this friendship.
Comments about others can change my impression too.
I felt the change.

Spiritually i felt a little change within me.
There's bad and there's good.
Having this relationship isnt easy
but hold on to God. Cause he will never let you go.
His hand is always there for you to hold.
The problem lies within us.
Whether we choose to grab it or reject this offer.
But no matter how many times you reject,
It will always be there for you.
Whenever you fall, Don't give up.
Be reminded that there's always this 'hand' to help you up.
BUT. We should hold on to this hand no matter what,
not only when we are in trouble times but also when we are happy =D
HOLD ON TO THIS HAND, AND NEVER LET IT GO.
IT'S THE BEST HAND TO HOLD ON TO.

2008-06-08T22:08:00.002+08:00

It had been a tiring day.
Such a waste when you manage to reach the entrance of tree top road
but you couldnt go in cause it's too late.
Had a talk after dinner.
Feel that yeah, maybe it's time to reconsider abt it.
a review on my thinkings/feelings.
Choosing what is right and what is wrong.

CAC camp coming soon.
I'm excited for it!
But a pity is that lots of ppl not going.
Knowing that the amount of people is pathetic.
I really feel that: "Why?"
Isnt this a chance to have fun and connect to other churches?
Isnt this a chance that we will experience God?
Why do people not go because,
"i'm anti-social',"i find it weird.","i don't feel like going."
Haix. Tired of excuses.

2008-06-06T15:14:00.001+08:00

ARGH!
I'm growing HORIZONTALLY!
FAT!
Every wednesday and thursday had prata for supper!!
OH MY!
ARGH!

2008-06-03T21:46:00.002+08:00

SPASTIC MEHJI

SPASTIC SMILE =D

Paranoid about her hair =S

Spastic

SIAO

Wahahaha =D
LingHui in her normal day =D

2008-06-02T22:15:00.002+08:00

Pictures of THE QUEST.
It's not that bad but it's not good enough.
So demoralising.
Anyway, MY PREVIOUS POST IS DONE =D

2008-06-02T20:44:00.005+08:00

I'm talking to a wall.
No respond when you hit it.
No respond when you kick it.
No respond when you punch it.
No respond when you talk to it.
No respond when you shout at it.
No respond when you screams at it.
No respond when you tell all your thoughts to it.
No respond..
I will never ever want to talk/shout/kick/hit a wall anymore.
Never.

Currently focusing on D&T practical.
I would say that i love it!
But it is irritating and frustrating when you just make a tiny
winy little calculation error and the result is a great difference.
It's like life.
When you accidentally said something wrong,
It makes a big stab in that person.
anyway. Days has been boring.
Like what the usual things i would do.
Now more fears approaching and stress me out.
What if i fail my english, causing me unable to attend a course i want.
What if i flunk my Os?
What else can i do?
What is my good points?[i know lots about my bad ones]
What is my purpose in this ministry?
I feel that i had been doing nothing related to my position.
Nothing seems to move on and in fact, so things just turn out worst.
I would say,' The oil in my lamp is finishing. And it doesn't seems to fill.'
Passion lost it's way in reality.
It is not on the right track anymore.
Where is the magnet that suppose to guide passion on this way?
Maybe i lost it on the way.
Maybe i throw it away.
Maybe i the magnetic force has change and it starts to repel?
I do not know the answer but i might know it.
It is just that it is not NOW.

2008-05-28T17:43:00.000+08:00

Stupidity.

2008-05-27T19:59:00.002+08:00

Phew. Chinese O ended.
I would say.. I CANNOT DO PAPER 1 MAN!
I don think i wrote enough points for the paper1.
Haix.But...
I'm able to do my paper 2 which is quite.. Easy.
Sorry to say so but i'm able to do almost all.
I feel good abt paper 2.
Hope that paper 1 wont drag me down.
Doing DNT practical is my aim this holiday.
Hope i can complete it by this week. If not next week latest!
Hope that im aso able to complete revising SS and Geo.
ALL THE WAY!

2008-05-21T19:34:00.000+08:00

ARGH! DNT IS GETTING ON MY NERVE!

2008-05-19T22:01:00.003+08:00

Happen to watch videos on PSI 2007..
A great time we had together.
Wonder when was the last time that we had outreach event.
If i'm not wrong, It is PSI 2007 around march or april.
THat's quite saddening.
Waiting for an event where we can all gather and fellowship.
It's the best time to bond.
Not having event is quite saddening.
It feels that there's not much involvement in church.
Esp for the younger ones i think.
It is worsen as church is having rebuilding project
and captain ball cannot be held.
Losing of passion.
My fire is dying. Fill my cup with oil once again!

Hope that there is something we can all have memory of for 2008.

2008-05-19T12:00:00.002+08:00

Girl..
She is not just afraid of Mr. 'O'.
She is afraid of the rest of her life.
Afraid that not doing well wont bring her far.
Afraid that not doing well wont get her the job she want.
Now.. She don even know what she wan.
She is confuse of her own character.
She dono what is her personality.
Everytime, she just try her best to see a smile.
But everytime, she turns out into a clown.
Everytime, she tried to show concern.
But everytime, it seems so fake.
Being a clown to make people smile is okay.
But being clown and people frown..
She has lost her pure and happy moment.
She has lost her true self..
Becoming more and more sarcastic.
More and more idoitic
More and more irritating.
Starts to think alot.
Starts to face alot.
Starts to lost alot..

The girl has changed.
A change in perspective can change everything.
A change in thinking can change everything.
A change in feeling can change everything.

2008-05-15T19:30:00.002+08:00

I've just cut my hair =D
HAHA. Bangs.
Get back all my result.
Disappointed.
Don wanna talk abit it.

2008-05-13T20:09:00.002+08:00

Knowing my result..
So far so good =D
Heard that i've got an A2 for maths!
WOAH! 1ST TIME! haha =D
My dnt theory.. Only i pass in my class =D
Should be 53.5/100. But at least i pass =D
Chinese result is the most disappointing but expected.
My result is expectedly good so far.
Quite happy =D
Teacher ask how i felt for MYE.
I said bad.
But she said my bio not bad.
I aso pass SS!!
Which i last minute study Globalisation!
Literature paper 2 also.
I thought i would screw it cause i totally don understand
the question's 2nd part.
Yes my teacher said i was confuse and stuff.
But she praised me for my 1st part =D
I think God did it for me.
It's the 1st time i felt so relax and peaceful for exams.
[though always liddat but it's diff this time =D]
I rely on Him more this time [though skip a few QT =X]
THANK YOU LORD =D

This 2 months,
experience lots of ups and downs.
I would say i doubt alot,
i cry alot and i break my heart.
But in the end,
I learn alot, grow alot and understand alot =D
I know that i always have a good friend Jolene =D
I know that God is always there when you need Him =D
I know that I'm not alone =D
I thank everyone =D
My spastic family =D
Their understanding and comfort they gave me =D
Everyone in church, school =D
My best friend in school Jinwan!
She really encourage me alot.
Jinwan, You are becoming more christ like and i
Thank God for that =D
So good to have so many ppl around me =D

Though it feels kind of weird for LingHui to say this.
But i really thank everyone around me =D
Most important person.
GOD, THANK YOU =D

2008-05-12T20:48:00.003+08:00

Pictures =D

2008-05-12T20:25:00.002+08:00

Got back my chinese result.
It is disappointing.
Getting 45 for paper 2 is sucky enough,
As normally score 50 plus.
And i flunk my paper 1 due to wrong choice of qns.
That's dumb. 28, where i usually get 40 plus for it.
No expectation for MYE,
But still high hope.
The higher your expectation,the harder you'll fall.

2008-05-07T19:19:00.000+08:00

MYE finally finish.
Don't expect good result.
HAIX.

2008-04-29T20:45:00.001+08:00

I know that God is there for me.
All i've to do is open myself to Him.

2008-04-27T23:03:00.003+08:00

I'm sorry but everything is getting too much.
A fuss out of anything in fact everything.
Maybe it's really time to make a decision.
To stay or not.
I'm sorry to say that i don like ppl talking abt me.
I'm liddat.
Parents don't think abt how you feel.
Friends just blabber everything out.
I really think that, I don't have a soul mate.
Not even one.
I'm sorry to say that. But it's a fact.
I just wan to keep it.
I dont wan pity,
I dont wan advise!
STOP IT!
Maybe it's really time to leave.
I don think there's any church i can go to.

2008-04-27T19:01:00.007+08:00

Looking through my previous post,
I would say it's lots of things.
The happiness, the sadness, the tears.
Friendship, kinship, relationship problem.
Doubts and questions.
Changing of perspective.
People who makes me happy and loved.
People who mkaes me cry and sad.
Post talking abt my life
to now, How i feel.
I wont say that i grow up alot.
In fact, I feel terrible now.
But at least i know i went through lots of things.
Past years, I really start to understand more, doubt more.
The reality of society, the faith in everything.
Everything had changed.
Specifically, my character, my world.
STuck in a terrible situation now.
I would say it's disgusting.
LOst of smile, the innocent, the naive mind.
Everything has changed.
LingHui is not LingHui anymore.
But she is LingHui...

Read this: 21 Aug 2007
Time...
It will not wait,
It will not stop.
It will not care,
It will not know.
It will not do anything for anyone.
It just FLY.
It fly fast, In tremondous speed.
So fast that you could not,
So fast that you could not realise.
It fly pass you, but you do not know.

Everything is like so fast..
End of year in 1months plus time
O lvl in 1 year time.
Everything seems so fast..
When we realise it, It's too late.

O lvl is not only in 1 years time,
But in 176 days.

Everything pass so quickly.

All this time.
Looking for a soul mate.
I don't know if i found one.
I don't know what i'm looking for.
I feel like going somewhere else instead of staying here.
Father, Bring me home will you?

2008-04-25T23:19:00.001+08:00

Not in good mood at all.
Being very slack.
Feels guilty yet nothing done.
*SLAP!
LingHui! WAKE UP!

2008-04-13T21:53:00.001+08:00

Come on. Stop self-contradicting!

2008-04-06T22:19:00.002+08:00

Out of 7 days.
The only 2 days that i can really enjoy
are saturday and sunday.
Can't you just let me enjoy with no worries?
Monday, school ends at 230. English remedial
until 4 plus 5. Reach home, rest, slack and homework.
Tuesday, school ends at 3. Maths and Chinese remedial
until 530. Reach home, rest, slack and homework.
Wednesday, school ends at 3. Science [chem/bio]
430 until 5 plus. Reach home, rest, Maths tution
830 to 10. Reach home, rest, sleep.
Thursday, school ends at 3. Social studies and literature
remedial until 5 plus. Reach home, rest,
Chemistry tution 830 to 10. Reach home, rest, sleep.
Friday, schoold ends at 12 or 1. Sometime chemistry remedial
till 1 plus 2. Study in school. REach home, rest, English tution
830 to 10. Reach home, slack, sleep.
Saturday, plans to study from 9 to 230. Go church, CG till 530.
Nights, Have fun.
Sunday, stay in church till 6 plus. STudy and more.
Nights, dinner.
Why can't i just enjoy having 2 nights out?!
I'm not a robot!
Can't i just have peace even spending time with my friends?
WHY!

2008-04-06T22:15:00.001+08:00

The Strength of God is the Strength that push us On.

2008-04-04T18:20:00.001+08:00

寂寞世界的生存之道就是面对寂寞

2008-04-03T23:31:00.003+08:00

Psalm 46
1 God is our refuge and strength,
an ever-present help in trouble.
2 Therefore we will not fear, though the
earth give way
and the mountains falls into the heart
of the sea,
3 though its waters roar and foam
and the mountains quake with their
surging. Selah
4 There is a river whose streams make
glad the city of God,
the holy place where he Most High
dwells.
5 God is within her, she will not fall;
God will help her at break of day.
6 Nations are in uproar, kingdoms fall;
he lifts his voice, the earth melts.
7 The Lost Almighty is with us;
the God of Jacob is our fortress.
Selah
8 Come and see the works of the Lord,
the desolations he has brought on the
earth.
9 He makes wars cease to the ends of
the earth;
he breaks the bow and shatters the
spear,
he burns the shields with fire.
10 "Be still, and know that I am God;
I will be exalted among the nations,
I will be exalted in the earth."
11 The Lord Almighty is with us;
the God of Jacob is our fortress.
Selah

Our God is like a river.
Flowing eternally.
We are like the substance in the river.
We are on our way to a place.
The Lord is with us in the water.
'It's not just that God gives us plentiful resources in
His river, but He's right there giving us hope and strength,
guiding us, assisting us, making His life known through what
we do and say. It's overwhelming to consider that we are part
of God's flow in the world where we live. We are not in a
stagnate pool but in moving waters, because God and all of
His resources are with us.' 'He wants to use you to give life
to others' -Our journey April 3 2008
Our journey do help me in QT. haha =D

2008-04-03T22:14:00.000+08:00

My previous post is just expressing myself.
No shooting of anyone.
Just totally releasing stress through blog =D
No worries man!

2008-04-01T21:43:00.003+08:00

One day, you and i are going into enter this society, this world.
We are just robot mammals, running in a rat race.
You cannot stop in the rat race or else others will catch up.
You cannot only stop when you die.
So what's the big deal of being an 'A' student?
In reality fact, there is alot of 'A' students in the society.
Being an 'A' student is no big deal.
You'll face tremendous stress, sarcastic comments for mates.
What's the point? We didn't even take O lvl.
How can you place judgements that i'm an 'A' student
just because i excelled in school?
Not as in my school is a very good school.
It's just an average or i would say lousy school in Academic.
It's not like your can predict the future that my Os result
is going to be like all As.
It's not like i'm able to maintain my standard.
What if i breakdowns and flunk my Os?
What if i had a car accident and just die?
What if i am so sick that i couldn't take my Os?
Can you really think before you say anything?
I am not smart i must admit.
But neither i am dumb.
Just buck up and leave everything to your whatever God can?
Even if i manage to get As in my studies,
that doesnt mean i have a very good life.
Life doesnt revolves around your qualifications itself.
But your EQ is important too!
My EQ, i must admit is pretty awful.
I offend people often, and people feels that i totally Nonsensical.
I am, in fact, but not everytime.
I know i am not loveable to people.
I am totally self-Conscious.
I know most of my weakness.
Crazy, does not make sense most of the time, people dont
understand me and need a 'DECODER', and irritating to some people.
But i really DONT NEED A DECODER!
Can your just stop all the DECODER crap.
If i really have a DECODER, how would i learn to even speak
words that your understand?
How can i make things perfect when i cannot practice?
Just stop all the things can.
I'm really tired of being scolded all the time.
I'm really tired of all the crap.
Give me a break, I need FRESH AIR.

2008-03-30T21:42:00.002+08:00

PATIENCE.
No patience, you can just die in the society.
In the fact that people pissed you to craziness.
You need tolerance.
Tolerate people who are nonsensical
[most of the time i'm liddat.
thanks and sorry to people who tolerated me.]

Have lots of things to complete but
TIME doesnt seems to show any mercy.
DNT folio is like shit.
Realising the fact that you have around 20 or more
chapters to study for 'O' lvl when your paper is
like only 2 to 3 hours?
You are studying so hard yet papers of around
1 to 3 hours determines your future.
How. I dont know.

2008-03-26T19:46:00.001+08:00

Haix.. D&T SUCK!
Folio is terrible..
Hate research!!
Feel damn freaking lost!
Hate this kind of feeling.
Haix.. 'O' lvl is 208 days away!!
MYE is 2 plus weeks more..
Haven even start revising D=
Don't think i can make it..

2008-03-23T22:06:00.002+08:00

ARGH!
Feeling damn tired today =S
No more holiday D=
Only NAPFA that's all..
Mid year is at end of april...
But my teachers have not finish the syllabus.
HOW!!
Feel like slacking and not go for O lvl at all.
haix. No choice. =S
Better study hard before regretting.

2008-03-19T20:33:00.002+08:00

Thank God.
At least i'm able to have tution.
At least my position never drop.
At least i'm still have friends =D

Sports day...
NOt bad..
Though this year nv get any individual medal.
But i realise that me and my team mates for
4X100 and 4X400, YiJun, Joan, Mindy, Team work is..
Wow! Last year le..
Suddenly very 'she bu de'...
Like 4 years of team..
Almost every year with them..
THe glory and diappointment we shared..
WOAH.
4 years pass so quickly..
When i'm young..
I can't wait to be 16!!
haha.. Cause like..
I don know..
Almost everyone wants to be old when they are young.
Young when they are old.
Self-contradicting..
This is LIFE.
LIFE..
Life Is Full of Excuses?
OR
Life Is Full of Energy?

A "wonderful" day

2008-03-11T13:55:00.001+08:00

Raining very heavily.
Busy watching shows.
Went into my room.
Realised that i did not close my window.
Room flooded with rain.
When you finally realised that,
It's all too late..
Too late.

2008-03-10T23:07:00.009+08:00

A girl.
Standing still.
Don't want to be in an rat race.
Don't know what to do.
Don't know the meaning.
Don't have any motivation to move.
Don't have the energy to smile.
Feeling ignored.
Feeling terrible.
Feeling meaningless.
Feeling extra.
Feeling no needed.
Feeling tired.
Feeling different from before.
Feeling totally invincible.
She don't mean to hit people.
She don't mean to scold people.
She don't mean to ignore people.
She don't mean it.
She cries in the dark.
She cries when nobody sees.
She just realised that there is no one to share her problems.
She just realised that there is no one that she can talk to.
She just realised that she have no good friends.
Not being loved.
Not being wanted.
Not being of any good use.
Not being what she is.
Not being able to smile.
Not smiling anymore.
She just want to stand still.
She just want to be noticed.
She just want to be of good use.
She just want to be smiling like before.
She just want to be free.
She just want to be loved.
She just want to be hugged.
She just want someone to be there.

She is not wanted in this world.

2008-03-09T23:15:00.003+08:00

LIFE.
Lethargic
Idoitic
Foolish
Excuses

Everyone is getting busy with their own life.
We are all just like bees buzzing around But.
Aimlessly.
When nobody cares
When nobody understand
When nobody knows a single thing

Freaking tired.
Freaking lost.
Freaking irritated.
Freaking.. i dono.
STOP DISTURBING CAN!

HAHA... 'HOLIDAY'
When you got to go back school everyday,
When you don even hard a freaking day to go and
enjoy the wonder sun.
When you don even have time to SLEEP.
I hope that this year will pass faster!

2008-03-05T20:02:00.002+08:00

I hate the feeling of being lost.
I lost my compass.
Being rejected for interview for D&T from SAVH
really makes me feel even more sianx of doing it.
I tried my best to do it.
But it's just failed.
What can i do?
High expectation not only from myself.
But teachers. I aso wan to score A.
But with so many obstruction,
I dono how to persevere on.
Through the toughest time,
i know i need him.
But i blinded by my own thinkings.
Thinking of giving up.
Shutting of ears and doors.
I only open my mouth.
Really time to wake up Ling Hui
It's the time.

2008-03-03T22:49:00.002+08:00

I feel blind.
I cannot see my future.
I cannot see my goals.
I feel lost...
Lost in the mist...
My cornea seems to have a layer
of translucant thing.
I cannot take it out.
I cannot...

2008-03-03T18:03:00.002+08:00

On saturday ,
Went to buy ticket early in the morning
for 'The Leap Years' at night..
Went to The Cathay, Had breakfast at Galare den go Tecman.
We won the 100 dollar voucher last year for the singing competition.
We couldn't find Bras Pasar and took cab from somewhere near.
Asked the uncle near or not.
Den he said very near!!ARgh. Dumb.
Buy things for over 140 dollar as we can get membership.
Den got another 30percent discount.
In the end, bought alot of things by just paying 20cents extra!
HAHA. Had alot of fun choosing as 1st time felt that
140 dollar very hard to spend.. HAHA.
Went for the movie 'The Leap Years'
Very nice and... WOah. haha
Cried and laugh at the same time!! hahaha.. Had fun =DD
Walk to the merlion den to esplanade to eat at MakanSutra.
Went home after it =D

Sunday.. Feels very lethargic.[as usual]
Worshipe was great. But as i think through everytime.
I feel bleh. Worthy? not? Confused and lost.
At Tecman, saw this book
'Don't act like a christian, Be one'
I dono. I know he is there.
I know i have alot of things.
Yet, i never open up my door to let him in.
As tight as before, as still as before.

Help to do the rack for the temp storeroom.
It was fun! =D [thought injured my little finger]
Went to AMK market for dinner as set 3 weeks ago..
NICE! =D Went for rojak and play the sparkling thingy!
HAHAH Took lots of pictures. Had alot of fun =D
My best weekend. Maybe the last =S
BUT i shall enjoy after O lvl.
Time to wake up! Time to buck up!
*SLAP *SLAP!

2008-02-29T13:10:00.002+08:00

Today Jinwan was arranging her purse..
Suddenly she pass me one small card..
'When the night seems to be its darkest,
it means the sun will soon rise up.
Press on... Don't give up!'
I find it quite meaningful..
Thought night time always come,
yet God's faithfulness and love is always there.
No matter how terrible your day is..
No matter how dark are you at..
He will make the sun rise.
Brighten your dark self.
Brighten every part of you.

2008-02-27T22:14:00.003+08:00

Well.. What can i say..
All i do now is study, study, study [though not alot]
Able to have the momentem of studying [FINALLY]
I thank God for my D&T.
Expect it to fail but at least i get 10.5/20 for the test paper..
School had been stress.
English teacher reprimanded us..
She said ' If i am for myself, Who am i?
If i am for others, What am i?' By so philosopher.
She make us think of what are we worth of..
I thought of children of God.. BUT
Am i really worthy for it?
I turn away from it so many times that i cannot remember..
I shut my door to him when he is outside.
Thoughts of changing and leaving 'house'
Thoughts of throwing aside everything, every single things..
Makes me feel unworthy at all..
Yet.. Being a rebellious child, Disobedient and ......
He still loves me.

SCHOOL.. Remedial after school for tue-thur.
End school unofficially at 530pm!
Works for D&T uncompleted! D=
Lord.. Teach me how to make use of my time!!

2008-02-21T22:00:00.002+08:00

School had been STRESS!
I don understand a single sh*t on geo.
[teacher sucks!]
English kenasai.. [teacher not bad]
Maths learning in progess. [teacher slow]
Biology like not as good [teacher good]
Chemistry understandable [teacher.. errr..]
Social Studies can survive [teacher not bad]
D&T as sh*t as geo..Thousands of things to do.
don understand the theory! [teacher.. er...]
Litreature, surprisingly good [teacher not bad]
Got A2 for lit.. Which is due to good score in pop quiz
and consistence work for the handout.
The rest will just eventually drop to undesirable state.
Don think the progress report will be good.
VERY STRESS BY GEOGRAPHY AND D&T
The feeling suck!
When you scored very well last year for both sub..
Is like both is an A1-A2 sub.
The feeling of getting nothing into the brain.
The feeling of fasico. Really makes me feel that
life is even more meaningless.
After all this 'O' level sh*t,
Life is gonna be more tough compared to now.
The work needed to maintian your position.
Everyone has high expectation of you.
Everyone demands all of you.
LIFE SUCKS

2008-02-18T22:12:00.000+08:00

ARGH!
ANYONE CAN ACCOMPANY ME TO STUDY?!
Izzit really so hard?!

2008-02-17T21:52:00.002+08:00

Well... It's mid of feb..
It is fast.. This is the 1st time...
How i wish my birthday wont come so fast..
My birthday means the day after
i need to submit my DNT practical..
It's terrible.. Feel that my life is in a routine...
Since sec 4, mon-fri, in school/ slacking at home.
sat, a day to have fun in church.
sun, a day to worry abt works need to complete.
So meaningless.. So.... I dono...
I really feel.. Why?
Why can't we just enjoy life... and do nothing...
For me, church is my 1st piority [ when it comes to going out
& events. Cause i love the fellowship =D]
But.. Church is always 1 or 2 days..
Haix..
'O' lvl is driving me crazy..
I know the tactics to help in my studies..
But i'm not doing it!
I feel totally lazy!
Feel very GUILTY!!!!
for being a slacker.
ARGH! I REALLY NEED A TIME MACHINE!

2008-02-14T16:50:00.003+08:00

Today is Valentine Day..
Thought it will be just a day
where the class is noisy,
no pressy at all.
Everyone in their own world..
To me, Valentine Dat isn't something special
[no valentine ma.. hehe]
But to my surprise.
Nothing of what i expect happen.
I surprise to receive pressy from my classmates..
They are sweet.. Which i thought they were not.
I really appreciate the times i had with them.
My sec 3 life is wonderful with them [thought they are very naughty]
They make me enjoy my sec 3 life..
As time passes.. I realised their good points..
[though alot of bad one.hehe]
But they really are good classmates to a certain extend.
[the fun part.. studies... don think so.. haha]
I really thank God for them =DD

Although i don't have valentine..
But i know i have one!
That is GOD.
His valentine pressy is his mercy.. most importantly..
HIS LOVE =D
The best gift you can ever get =D

在下一个转角，我会遇见谁？

2008-02-13T22:40:00.001+08:00

How i wish i can just quit school.
No worries of study, O lvl!
Feel so stressed up!
Like there is thousands and millions of things to do
yet the time is like 250 more days?!
ARGH!!!

2008-02-09T00:08:00.000+08:00

I JUST WANT TO GO OUT!
REALLY SO HARD TO DECIDE
WHERE TO GO AND WHAT TO DO MEH?

2008-02-08T19:00:00.000+08:00

Today went to JinWan's house...

FUN!

Played card den go to watch movie!

Ah Long Ptd Ltd..

Not bad! Damn funny..

But no link!

Anyway.. I love how i dress today..

I aso love Jinwan's house mirror!!!